Warkah Pilu Seorang Adik

KHAS BUAT YG TERSAYANG...

Assalamualaikum abg & akak yg diigati,
Ape khabar..adk hrp abg & akk sentiasa sihat alhamdulillah...
B4 datz adk nk menyuarakn kekesalan adk terhadap ape yg dh terjadi between of us..
Tujuan adk warkahkn letter ni adlh utk memohon seribu kemaafan drpd abg & akk krn telah menimbulkn pelbagai mslh kpd abg & akk...
Adk juz nk bgtau yg adk still lg tertnya2 sama ada abg & akk maafkn adk or x...
Dari sudut luaran adk nmpk gelak tawa,,kegembiraan abg & akk tp...
adk tau yg sbnrnye abg & akk so sad n dissapointed bila adk wat prngai yg abg & akk sndri xsuka...
Adk dh lenyapkn kpcyaan abg & akk berikn pd adk..
Adk tau selama ni pn adk xpenah nk jg ati n prsaan abg & akk..
apatah lg nk dgr ckp abg & akk kn...
Nak menyesal pn dh x guna...trust me, bkn niat adk nk malukn abg dgn akk..
I know im wrong..give me chance to learn from my mistakes..but plsss....
pls dont scold me..pls dont regard me as an enemy..pls try freternize with me...
If datz the case..adk terlalu ikotkn prsaan adk..
At the same times, I 4got bout the otherz,,i do it my way...
Adk tau ape yg adk wat abg & akk put up with...
Openly, adk nk ckp yg adk so proud dgn abg & akk...
Whenever I need abg & akk..u r alwayz there 4 me..through thick n thin u r alwayz happy n smilling..
U help me in many wayz..plg yg adk ingt time kt tambun..from kL until perak..u all jg adk dgn baik..so nice..
Abg & akk byk bg advise n strength pd adk so as to adk xpnh ptus asa dan bljar brdikari...
Those r words i will keep in my mind 4eva..
After diz, i try 2 be myself..what im going 2 do now..I can find it..
Adk promiz adk xkn sesekali ingkar pd kata2 abg & akk...
Adk akn respect abg & akk.. the most important is my family..
As we go along, I can find the answer..only then i hope i will undrstands...
I belive I can learn from my mistakes..
Thankz goodness u r here..!!!
Ape yg abg & akk miliki evrythingz seems so perfect...
Luvly..caring..
Actually,setiap ari adk xpnh mis tgk gmbr abg..akk n yg lain..
Hnya Tuhan je yg tau betapa syg nya adk pd abg & akk..xde sape pn leh take over tmpt abg & akk...
As I said b4, hnya gmbr pengubat rindu adk..
You all different from those yg lain..there s something about abg & akk..
I don t know..may itz there in ur eyes..
Abg & akk..u r the bez..u stand by me when im down...
U know how i feel n what I think...

~I LUV ABG & AKK SO MUCH~
ADK X SANGGUP KEHILANGAN ABG & AKK
I NEED UR LUV..GUIDANCE..MOTIVATION
DIZ IS MY FERVENT PRAYER.

p/s : surat ni dari adik bongsu aku, Faryal Adzrene... tks alot sis...